Sunday, evening + Rants

Today evening, we were all at the airport picking my aunt coming back from aussie for a week long holiday! Here's us waiting around... hehe so rarely my sister smiles without all the funny actions.

Here, she claims her mirror view is very nice. I think i look better. Although i had no make up today and dressed down.. Then we drove over to east coast park for dinner at Sushi Tei. Only some random shots but the lighting was so bad... everything is so blurry. The bottom right one is something different from what we normally order!!! It's the seasonal wagyu beef!!! The whole slice was so expensive so i ordered the smaller one hehehe...not bad lah still. SHIOK!

Then, we came home to unpack luggage!!!!!!!!! It's always the happiest time because i get to choose what i want!!! AND ALSO SNATCH FROM MY SISTERS. My aunt only spent less than half an hour at Supre so they just grab and go! Supposedly...mine is only the star chiffon top at the left. And the other two tops is for my sis, but i like it alot. High school style never goes wrong!! So apt for school!!! It's now mine for sure!!! Yesss and Aus sign supermarket bag for school tooo!!! Only 2 bucks... Mwahaha and lotsa nuts, alcohol, tea and chocolates among the pile of stuffs! My aunt say my cousin living at Aus doesn't shop at supre because its for the cheapos......... i don't geddit!!!!!! :'( I wanna go supre by my own and grab all i want plox...

Besides happy stuff, i cried alot today. I think the tears that flowed out today is enough to feel up a jar full. Maybe that explains my puffy eyes today :'(

I don't know since when but i have this overwhelming fear for animals, insects, balloons, heights and bird shit. I don't know why every one keep telling me not to be scared!!! Why won't anyone understand how i feel? It's not that i want to be like that too...it's a mental and physical torture i'm going through, i don't want it to be this way too. But what can i do?

I think my fear comes from past unpleasant experiences... but i have no distinctive memory of me being chased or of any sort. Only that i've been chased by a dog at Taiwan last year... 

Today, i made the point to travel all the way to the east. But i stood outside the door, crying. At least it's an effort made on my part, i could have stayed at home comfortably, sleeping in or going out with my family. He promised to protect me, but he left me alone for about half an hour and i was crying so bad. Why did i travel all the way to get myself in sucha situation? I don't know too. 

I think i need to enroll myself in some confidence course, i need to get rid of this fear. 

Today, i hid in the room all day, all because of a dog. I can't believe it too. 

Tomorrow, i will be starting work at Safra, from 11 - 8pm. I am half dreading it.... and a little bit of excitement. I don't know what to expect from a lifestyle club. I haven't decide what to wear tomorrow!!! That's something to worry about... Should i bring a jacket? Will it be cold? Should i wear skirt? I don't wanna adjust my skirt every other minute. Should i wear a dress? Is it too casual? I don't know. I don't like working... but i have no choice now. 

Looking forward to every weekend now and until school reopens...

Everything doesn't make sense in this post!!! Ranting straight from the heart!!!

Till then!

Saturday

Afternoon out with Xingyi. :)

One of the few times we are meeting these days!!! Why is everyone so busy? I still want a kbox outing but seems like no chance now... anybody free on weekends for me? 

We were both decked in navy blue! When i was at the mrt waiting for her, she went pass me and i couldn't recognise her at all! She looks so different with her huge bun and korean style! But not fair one... xy take pictures no need for cover spots. I NEED IT. :'(

When i showed my mom this picture, she said we look like sisters!!! We look the same meh? I don't think so leh..my mouth is so protruding. Yes? My mom and sisters always mixes up all of your names. When they see xingyi's picture, they say it's grace. When they see grace's picture, they say it's soomin. It is always like that!!! I don't understand!!! I got da common face yeh?

Oily face max after walking down orchard! I like my eyes here leh...big and round. These days, i always feel that my eyes are really really small in pictures. My complexion these days are really bad too. :'(

My dress today! I like it alot... but the tummy area is a little awkward :-/ Because if i slouch, the area will form a layer. Like a spare type. And my neh neh not big enough to fill the dress so it's very low cut... bleh. Okay lah got it at a steal anyway!

Some pictures from xingyi's camera! I like this picture best from the lot!!! I think the lighting and all is almost perfect...although my face is just F-A-T. I will just accept the fact and move on with life. Happy days are spent like this~ Shopping, eating, shopping, eating :-)

Hoping that we will have more days like this!!!

Till then! :)

On the way out! Going to SIM, RMIT for a public lecture before meeting XY for lunch!

Good day ahead, everyone!!!! :)

Post exam day 0

Hello everybody!

I'm loving my feather top from f21. Yh said it was okay, but my sisters didn't like it. My dad said i look like a bird...uhhmmm okay... I wanted to wear yellow today because apparently, it's my 'lucky' colour but neh...friday and yellow don't go. 

Happy me before leaving house for the last paper! When i was taking these pictures, i suddenly thought i forgot everything i learnt for the exam lol. I am so terrible...

Had dinner at the street across bugis. I had some crazy enormous appetite after the paper, i was super cold and hungry, and i wanted tom yum soup but Porn's had to wait for about 15 to half an hour. So we hopped over the Zi Char opposite!!! It was the bomb. It satisfied my craving for tom yum soup + Belachan kangkong + Hotplate tofu + Sweet and sour chicken!!! Insane... and we finished it all. It was really nice and i remember my tummy was bulging but i don't care. 

Now that exams are over,

it's a short weekend packed with lotsa activites then i'm gonne start work on monday! 11-8pm job gogogo! I'm gonne earn big bucks when school reopens teeheee. I'm just glad i'm not rotting 6 weeks away sitting around at home... 

Oh btw, if you are looking for a job, tell me, the person is looking for more! :)

Till then!

Sunday

Today the flow of pictures are a little messy! Casual sunday~ Everyday is casual day to me. This was after dinner at Meidi-ya, liang court. We had jap at basement again! I want saizeriya but nobody wants....

Before leaving house! I figured out that with my desk lamp on, the pictures turn out a lot nicer! Happy happy 'big' eyes. Today, i spent extra effort putting on mascara because i was waiting for the rest to leave house. 

In the car fooling around with my sister's goggles! It's sucha pretty shade of pink i like it hehehe. They went to Jurong for swimming while I went to meet YH for lunch at Cityhall! Heard from them that it was terrible because it was packed with APNN. Oh lucky i wasn't there!

After walking round and round and round, we finally had lunch only at 2+!!!!!!!! Xiao long paus rule the world. If only my kids, dapau and xiaopau can eat these xiaolongpaus too! Happy family...lol. #lame

The legendary chilli crab xlbs grace recommended me!!! Now i know how to order! For you all reading, faster go eat it because it's ending on the 31st august!!!! 

So funny when i wanted to cheers our xlbs together and got this picture!!! If i add the emoticon in, sure super cute!!! Hahahah but i forgot the app name -_-...

Tired looking us.

Then after dinenr at liang court , we walked down to clarke quay. There was quite a number of buskers around. The first one whipped out a balloon and I AM GONE. There's this bubble one at the central, quite cool. Hahahah!!! We walked past clubs and my mom say she is okay with me going. But the problem is nobody go with me!!!!!!!! And i'm sucha socially awkward person :/ When will my turn ever come?

Till then!

Saturday

Out for dinner - vivo, again. 

And just nice, we were all decked in blue and white. So coincidental hehe! Cranky sisters with crazy faces hahaha. I don't understand what's so different about smiling properly to the cam...

Dinner at Modesto, second time here. 

I super love bread and vinegar/oil served before food!!!!!! It's so good!!!!!!!!

The regular parma ham pizza we shared! It was good. This time we did not over order, so everything was just nice. The other time we ordered a few pastas and a pizza i think. We were fed to the brim and it's not a nice feeling... bleh.

Lasagne ($25) Huge portion but quite jelat after eating half of it... 

After that, we went to try on some clothes. Who would have guessed that this skirt is from Giant???? I loved the prints so much but everyone said no. I don't understand why!!! It's so pretty!!! I love ittttt soooo muchhhhh..... 

Here's my sister and I. She got that pair of shorts for only $4.80! So worth it!!! 

There you go! The prints close up! It is not exactly paisley prints but its similar...  

The problem kid. 

Then, there was a mediacorp filming of some variety programme happening at the atrium, where audience would have to vote for some five girls. And i think joanne peh and paige chua are like 'celebrity voters'. Paige is so pretty!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Her hair was tied so sleek at the back and her heels was stunning!! Aiyah i don't know if i'm using the right words but she's so pretty. Pretty is a right word. Joanne peh was not bad too :)

Just when they turned to pose for a picture, my camera just had to be blur!!! Pffft...........

And that's zhou ying. I thought she looks more normal because mainly, she's not as tall and dressed up as the two above. Hahaha 

Till then!